It’s a deep night tonight.  A night to contemplate intimacy, longing, image – and all the things that have kept me from love, joy and healing. Why exactly do I trust other’s opinions and not my own heart?  It’s a cop-out. A way to put the blame somewhere else in case things go wrong. I’ve …

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  “Maybe this time… maybe this time I will be consistent in my blogging.  Maybe this time, some of that hard-won experience will show up in my writing. Maybe this time I won’t care about what others think or what kind of response I get. Maybe this time I’ll suck it up and be obedient. …

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Gotta keep writing.  It’s not that I haven’t written since February – I have. It’s more that I am too perfectionist to post and I need to let that go.  I need to change my blog theme to something rougher and with an edge.  I am not a professional writer, but I am a communicator. …

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