When did He become enough? When did I pass through to absolute acceptance. Into all-encompassing joy? I’ve been that woman. The one who cries herself to sleep every night. Who gets angry at God for keeping her single and childless. I’ve been there. Where injustice rises up and strangle holds your life and keeps you …

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    With full abandon. That’s how I long to love. To rush forward passionately. Joyfully. Fearlessly. Yet with fear is how I’ve always loved. Always afraid of love dying. Or moving on. Or fading away. A little girl, terrified. My mother ten minutes late. Fearing the worst. She who I loved the most leaving …

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